Full Out Total Tilt

Things can not run much worse for me. I am pressing too hard to try and make things happen, at first I was just getting sucked out on a few times, but it got to the point where I was playing too many hands, and then turned around and played no hands. This weekend probably the worst. After having a lot of fun only rebuying once in the Kat's donkament, I have a over 60% of the chips on the table when we are three handed. So what happens.....I finish 3rd. After that I managed to play and lose $80 in a live tournament in 40 minutes, and $40 in a 1/2 cash game in less then 3 minutes, follwed up by losing everything I played online on Sunday to the tune of almost $70. Had I not won a two tokens on Saturday, it would have been a total loss.
I will only be playing the Bodonkey and the Skill Game on Tuesday (as long as it isnt Razz). The mega-tilt I am is begging for me to take a break, or I will have NOTHING left online in my bankroll.