Running Bad

Well I have decided to scrap the SnG Bankroll building project for now, as I am getting crushed by bad cards at first, and decisions now since I am on tilt badly. Just putting too much pressure on myself, so I will work on what I have to maybe get into a FTOPS event, play well in the BBT (I hope!) and just have fun. I understand variance is a part of poker, but it just seems like sometimes no matter what, you can't make the right decision. Off from playing Tuesday, only playing the BBT Freeroll on Wednesday, off Thursday, then MAYBE some late night cards or Friday or Saturday. Or who knows, maybe I will take the weekend off and finish reading the final Harry Potter book.